A very special friend of mine, recommended me to let the butterflies in the stomach circle around without no worries. No worries about the influence of the mind - the spirit - and the thoughts. My wonder is; is it possible? Is it possible to seperate different feelings. For me it is a conflict between a gush of emotion and a feeling of guilt, maybe because it was ages ago I felt so passionate. And I don´t know how to handle the feelings.
But, step by step I learn how to combine the daily life with good friends and an interseting job in a small town with lovely trips abroad, with both the Kingdom of heaven and the dark, lonely nights or everyday routines. I learned how the great passion for life is priceless. The grain of gold makes my life worth living. I do not want to live without these recovered spicy feelings, and the ups and downs. By believing in something that still does not exist, something we create it´s in our minds is sometimes enough. Enough for now. To have everything, at least in your mind. While life goes on I do plan for many more after work and nice chats with friends.
Passion is a positive obsession. Why make life more complicate than it already is?
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